Sleep deprivated

This is the second nights that I can't sleep. I am up at 3.15 am... realizing that I still misses some stuff for the luggage and worry that I might forget things. Ammar already put our 2 big luggages in the car, ready to go. I am also worry that I would be overweight for the domestic flight.. they might not following that we have an international flight that has a better leeway of max weights requirements. We will have 70 lbs each piece for our Singapore Airlines Executive Class to go to Singapore, but we will have to deal with only 50 lbs max weight from Continental Air. We only bring 1 little duffel bag for our stuff to spend in NYC for 2 nights, then 1 30" luggage (not even full with our clothing) and 1 24" luggage (which are full of gifts for family!!!), a car seat to be checked. Both of them are weighing about 50 lbs, but it might be over when you check them at the airport. The rest is just a small carry on for Nadia's seat to attached on it, my back pack, and Nadia's little Mickey's Back Pack (her Cars are inside with a little doodle pads)

We are leaving in 4.5 hours and I am so nervous. I am very nervous about flying by myself and also with a toddler. Ammar has been in consult on call since Thursday and he would not go home until 7pm (last night, he went home at 7 pm and he said it was really early for him just because we were leaving and he wanted to have his haircut.... with me.... before I left).

It was so funny that we let Nadia played by herself and we went to laundry room to cut his hair. We told Nadia that Mommy were going to cut Daddy's hair and she can come at anytime to laundry room if she needs something. She checked on us, to see what's going on and then she asked Daddy... "Are you scared ?"
Daddy : "No, I am not scared"
Nadia : "Do you want me to hold your hand ?"
Daddy : "Yes, please!!"

She hold her Daddy's hand for a full 5 minutes and went back to play again....

It is a very good time for us to leave the country just because Ammar's schedule will be so hectic until the time he fly to fetch us on the 18th of December, between the on calls and conference. The only time he would be relaxing is the thanksgiving time..... we will miss you so much!!!!!